Mixed Manic Phase

It's a weird feeling:

It's a weird feeling how my body is acting right now. I have so much energy, and I'm not sleeping hardly at all. I've been irritable for several days now, yet none of my other symptoms are presenting when I normally go into a manic state. I don't think I've ever experienced this before.

It's 2:54 AM where I am, and I've been awake since 12:30, but let's be real and say since like 10:30 or so because I kept getting up to get water. Eventually, after like the 3rd time, I just said f**k it and stayed up. (I realized that children might read this, and I don't want to screw any kids up, that being said I may end up saying something like a curse word and if they're grown enough to read this and understand it, they understand curse words)

I really don't know what else to say other than it's like my body is on fire, but like a smoldering going out kind of fire. Like I can feel the energy surging through me, but I also have like 0 interest in doing anything I'm supposed to be doing.

If you have any ideas please send them my way because besides my TMS treatments, which are going great by the way, and the new meds, I'm sort of out of ideas. The new meds may also be the reason for the irritability, so I'm cutting it out until I hear back from the Dr.

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